ME
Name : Kayden Chan Chye Long
Date of birth : Aug 4th 1988
Citizenship : Singaporean
School : Republice Polytechnic
Tuesday, April 03, 2007
emo emo emo-ing
omg recently things are jus not going my way... first i'm currently sick and i'm feeling so god damn uncomfortable right now... actually i wanted to slp early de but i saw anica blog and i find her a little emo so i called her to chit chat and to share some story with her... and i conclude that life can never be control... u dun know wat might happen in the next min... so everyone pls cherish what u have now or u might regret forever... tell your parents and relative u love them before it's all too late... i know it's alway easier said then done but if you dun express yourself they will never know...
and recently i've also found out that i'm starting to get really sick and tired of being a entertainer/lamer/joker... people will never take me seriously... when i'm serious they will always think that i'm either joking or lying... i now clearly and deeply understand how all the "xie xin" feel... people will never take them seriously... really... haiz so i actually felt being a loner once in a while can be good too haha... dun worry abt me... i'll remain as postive as kayden chan chye long hahaha...
i'm selfish i wanna leave this world first before all my love one does... i cannot bear the pain to lose them,but i can't be so selfish. althought it hurts me to see all my love one past on... but it will even hurt me more if i'm the cause of their saddness... LIFE HAVE TO MOVE ON... it's not gonna stop if i'm dead, it's not gonna stop if anyone is dead... LIFE REALLY HAVE TO MOVE ON... sad also must move on... happy also must move on... so y not jus move on happily.
a person can look happy outside but really empty inside... so am i happy or i'm just empty... anyone tell me pls??? tag me to give me a ans ... last but not least... anica cheer up
i love u... i really does
and recently i've also found out that i'm starting to get really sick and tired of being a entertainer/lamer/joker... people will never take me seriously... when i'm serious they will always think that i'm either joking or lying... i now clearly and deeply understand how all the "xie xin" feel... people will never take them seriously... really... haiz so i actually felt being a loner once in a while can be good too haha... dun worry abt me... i'll remain as postive as kayden chan chye long hahaha...
i'm selfish i wanna leave this world first before all my love one does... i cannot bear the pain to lose them,but i can't be so selfish. althought it hurts me to see all my love one past on... but it will even hurt me more if i'm the cause of their saddness... LIFE HAVE TO MOVE ON... it's not gonna stop if i'm dead, it's not gonna stop if anyone is dead... LIFE REALLY HAVE TO MOVE ON... sad also must move on... happy also must move on... so y not jus move on happily.
a person can look happy outside but really empty inside... so am i happy or i'm just empty... anyone tell me pls??? tag me to give me a ans ... last but not least... anica cheer up
i love u... i really does
going to TAKE OFF~ 4:17 AM
FRIENDS
Anica
Evon
Jia wen
Kaka
Mei Yean
Pauline
Sally Yong
Sitong
valarie
Yun Yann
Yun Ying
Zhi Qiang
MESSAGES
// dE cOnsoLes.