ok i knew that i've got a damn lousy temper, my temper made me lose a lot of things in my life. i lose some frenz, i lose some laughter, i lost so wonderful memory, and i'm afraid i might lose the thing which i cherish most in this world which is you. i'm sorry for losing my temper, i'm sorry for being such an ass, i'm sorry for not controling myself.

this time round i'm not gonna find any excuse to forgive myself, i'm wrong very very wrong.
sorry