FLY !!!

one word....

2009-01-20T01:57:00.002+08:00

the thing i look for is ........... simple.

sound simple but it is never easy.

SHOCK !!!!!!!!

2009-01-20T01:40:00.003+08:00

MR TAY JUI SIN msn me. i know this sound stupid. but i am super happy when i see his msg really. appreciated.

i am starting to miss a lot of things in my life
to be honest to myself
- i miss amos khoo (this fellow is a part of me)
- i miss andy tan guan yu (someone tat is always there, he is a part of me too )
- i miss mahjong session (pong, chi, hu hahaha)
- i miss melvin ben tan (all the nonsense we did)
- i miss delta
- i miss anica (how we love the same stuff)
- i miss jui sin
- i miss soccer
- i miss hanging out with frenz
- i miss all the "tons"
- i miss kian leong
- i miss my old self.

friday night..

2008-12-07T23:25:00.002+08:00

the top 3 "donkey" loser.

1st - amos (5 time donkey)

2nd - sitong (3 time donkey)

3rd - kaka (3 time donkey)

4th - anddy (2 time donkey)

5th - sally ( 1 time donkey)

for me i hold the record 14-0

14 win and 0 lost.

wahahahaha

look at the loser.

i hope u are happy. really happy. as see-ing u happy really make my day.

thinking.

2008-12-01T09:14:00.004+08:00

i've fallen in. and i still can't get out of it. i just can't let go. why? why? why?

anyway when i see your smile it really make my day. believe it or not.

life have not been easy, i tired to msg u less. i tired means and way not to think of you so much. but no matter what i TIRED doing, u are still as important to me.

pls be happy.

...???...???

2008-11-22T22:30:00.002+08:00

Seeing you happy is far more satisfying then being happy myself. Pls be happy. I have not give up on you.

Today is a bad day for me. I am working over at ps m1 today. And it really pissed me off. First there is no sales, there is basically no crowd la. How am i gonna push my sales there. Shitty. And the second thing is i spend half an hour to serve a customer and i finally convince him to buy the phone. Then he finally agreed and he went over to the counter to buy, but but but the damn HTC promoter snatch my sales. Wtf i am super pissed by him. He got no professional ethic. Wtf.

Anyway thanks KUKU for coming over to pei me for dinner. Appreciated, really.

And last but not least. Zhi qiang this is for you. I don’t know if you are gonna see this, but i wanna say, don’t give up or feel lousy about your HR UT grade. You will definitely pass the next 3 UT with flying colour ok. Jia you.

feeling

2008-11-20T15:48:00.000+08:00

i feel the distance even if u refuse to admit it...

It’s a emotional season

2008-11-19T21:09:00.002+08:00

Almost everyone around me is getting really emotional. They get really emo when they have problems. May it be relationship or daily life. Everyone is so so so sad over something. Why???

A lot of people is telling me their problem, hoping that i may have a solution for them. And some really expect me to cheer them up. But i am so sorry, i have lots of problem too. But i told myself i am not gonna let my emotional control me. Instead i shall learn to control my emotions. Life is always full of ups and downs, everyone knows that but the saddest fact is, there is basically nth we can do about it. So since we can do nth about it why not live life to the fullest.

Life haven been good to me. Everything does not seem to be going my way. It’s all too late. Everyone always look at me as an entertainer joker and even clown. But when a clown really have problem they can get really scary. No one will actually know how he feels. As he will be a very good actor in hiding all his feeling. Anyway i am not really gonna share what really happen to me here.

So i shall end my entry here... Pls be happy. And remember you are always gonna be a part of me. =)

Oya i almost forget something. ANDY enjoy your GAME.
just now when i am on my way back i almost got knock down buy a car leh. omg wah heng ar hahaha. too deep in thought liao

???

2008-10-07T01:23:00.002+08:00

i told you lets be frenz but can i really do it? i am feeling blue very blue. i am gonna have monday tuesday wednesday thursday friday saturday sunday blue.

do you understand how i feel? i really hope u does.

anyway i must be happy in order for everyone around me to be happy right.

happy bday

2008-10-07T01:18:00.002+08:00

happy bday to amos

haizzzZZZzzzZZZ

2008-08-22T22:21:00.003+08:00

Insulted totally insulted. That’s it. time to say bye bye i guess.

Things always don’t turn out the way u wan it to be.
Someone actually use money to ATTEMPT to buy my dignity la. wth... totally pissed. Yes I do things for money but so. All the things I did is through my sweat and hard work la. I sacrifice my time with friends and family to earn. So what’s wrong with that? To me money is important. I have to pay bills and feed myself and ensure that i will not be eating only bread at the end of the month. So what’s wrong? I damn dulan la. If that’s how u see then i am totally disappointed. aaaaaarrrrrrrrrrrgggggggggghhhhhhhhhh

singaporean ar singaporean haha.

2008-08-16T22:59:00.002+08:00

whats wrong with all the people huh hahaha.

case 1 - last weekend i was working over at suntec convention hall for the wcg (world cyber game) roadshow and 6 man (or i should call them boys) fought. 3 on 3. 3 small size boys whack 3 big size boys. the reason for the fight is the 3 big boys off the lights when the 3 small boy is using the loo. omg wtf is wrong with these ppl hahahaha.

case 2 - this week i work over at a m1 shop and again a fight happen. one of m1 staff was drag out by 2 guys from the shop to the stairs and you should know what happen next la. reason for the fight is the m1 guy go and mess around with the 2 guys sister. and the mother of the 2guys was like crying and say "ta ye she fu mu shen de". i think when this thing happen the saddest party will be their parents bah.

WONDER

2008-08-15T23:07:00.002+08:00

i was wondering why why why why and why ?????

- why when friends have bf/gf they will tends to drift apart.
- why we can't keep a balance between friends and partner.
- why am i feeling so tired.
- why all my friends seems to be missing

Anyway enjoy yourself sally yong xue li. waha.

wahahaha

2008-07-29T14:34:00.000+08:00

updated

ok finally new post

2008-01-15T20:52:00.000+08:00

OK i know everyone is sick and tired of my dog picture so now I'm here to post a new entry.

I've got a couple of things to comment on.

1st - i personally think that's if frenz go out in a big group they should not have any mini group. maybe sometime they can but really dun do it too often. people might not know how to respond.

2nd - Ivan is my hero (our little secret)

3rd - nobody will wan any frenz that is living in their own world. and really dun express your attitude problem towards your frenz. they wun know how to respond but only starting to ignore u.

4th - and frenz dun start criticising ppl behind their back. hope u know who u are caus e thats really won't get u anyway.

5th - a big big big bye bye to everyone haha...

to xin yi dun listen to miss sally/doggy/vampire/penguin/spca...

melo melo melo

2007-10-19T14:27:00.000+08:00

it is a very very sad thursday for me... yesterday my dog melo was hospitalise. he is suffering from stomach infection and he cannnot eat any food. now i sayang him he is so boney la haiz. yesterday i went to the vet with my family then the moment i see melo i almost cry la. he is suffering so much la. i really miss those days when he bark at me play with me gei gei with me. i really miss him lots n lots haiz. melo will be coming home today i really hope that he will start eating again. if he dun eat he really will die la. haiz :-(

melo u must get well k..... we all love u

event-ful week lol

2007-10-16T18:13:00.000+08:00

this have being a very event-ful week la a lot of things happen sia haha and of course there is good and there is bad la...

first my very very good frenz amos khoo have entered the army... he is fighting for all singaporean sia hahaha...

si botak hahahahahahahahahaha

ok la mow for other things... i realise that a lot of ppl is emo-ing sia. why huh... few years back no one seems to be emo-ing la lol... but now hoh a lot leh for example my class got a lot lo emo kia lo haha... for example hong k**.... yun yi**..... ev**..... yun ya**.... h** si

the only happy one is sally. she is bless by god lo.. coz ti gong tiar gong kia... in short sally is gong kia hahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahaha....

anyway last but not least huisi DUN SO EMO LA.... there is ppl who care but the matter is would u wan to open up yourself to them.

mao i will miss u sia lol

due to popular demand

2007-10-12T14:14:00.000+08:00

evon this portion is for u

i know that things are getting really too much for you to handle it yourself but seriously i hope you can always be the happy go lucky evon i know. recently maybe u never realise but you somehow lost the smile u use to pin on your face. hope to see it real soon k... smile from the bottom of your heart k.

yun yann this portionis for u

i really dun understand what is really on your mind. although i spend a lot of time with u but i really dun understand what you are thinking. why not i give u a dollar and you tell me what u are thinking la (a penny for your thought). although i dun really understand u but i know u are definately not feeling good. no matter u a are sad depress, i still hope that you can keep that smile on your face k.

to everyone (all my frenz)

if during this very moment you think that no one care i can tell u something, i care i really do. but of course u must let me know what u are going through la if not how i care sia.

anica if u happen to see this pls tag me with your blog add can i haven re-link hehe sorry

choo yun ying requested this entry

2007-10-11T15:05:00.000+08:00

three words for her ........

"DUN EMO LA "

Positive vs Negative

2007-10-11T14:37:00.000+08:00

In the whole of my life (only 19 years la) i have always being quite positive. And of course i too will have problem along the way. But after storm it's always sunshine right. Sometime you might say that "kayden u dun understand la". And ya i admit i dun understand. i dun understand why you choose to be so negative. i believe that in my life no one can defeat me, other than myself.

Why must people cry? why not look at the bright side. Things might be a lot better. no one can help you if you refuse to be help. Life is like a path. and that path can be dark and scary but remember you are the one to actually create your own path. so why not make it a beautiful and memorable one. the is really no point being negative.

Life can be different. it all got to depend on how u actually look at things. so maybe you could jus smile and life will be brighter and happier.

i dun understand

2007-09-20T15:20:00.001+08:00

sometime i really don't understand... izzit really that hard to actually accept my help for once... why i cannot help sia... am i too lousy to teach? are u looking down on me? or are u jus cannot be bother with me? i really mean well i wanna teach... why can't u jus come out and let me teach u... i'm angry i really am...

it's like u wanna save someone and that fellow jus keep pointing middle finger _l_ and refuse to be save. shit what is happening to the being in this world... funny la...

......

2007-09-03T21:29:00.000+08:00

feeling very empty and lonely...

suddenly felt so "lack of friends"

hello everybody

2007-09-03T21:20:00.000+08:00

this sat the push cart event will start le.... i guess it will be hell lots of fun bah haha... it's been so so so so so so long since i last meet out with my poly frenz le hahaha.... seriously i miss everyone of them hahaha all my three sem frenz i miss u all sia lol...

haha yesterday i kill my first crab hahaha so scary la and i guess i won't kill anymore crab le... see the crab so pain hoh very sad de leh hahaha... so i won't kill anymore le lol... haha then my mama cook the crab wahahaha nice nice not as nice as the ang mo kio de crab but also not bad lo hahaha.... i brought the crab from the new sheng song (it's located near commonwealth mrt)... i spend 70 dollars sia... my family buy i pay sad ar haha...

last but not least tml i need to start work le hahaha... hope it won't be too tough for me hahaha... i must jia you jia you for money hahaha....

sitting there like an idiot

2007-08-28T20:54:00.000+08:00

sibei sian ar... wo yao blog blog blog till i go crazy ar wahahaha...

i have some wishlist
- i wanna play bball with my delta sec sch frenz
- i wanna play mahjong with my frenz too.
- i wanna go out shop shop with my frenz too.
- i wan my family to be stress free.

- i wan her to know i love her

hahaha i shall end my blog here wahaha... i wish everyone have a wonderful holiday hahaha.... take care... i will try to blog again k wahaha...

melo

2007-08-28T20:48:00.000+08:00

hahaha yea today is my dog birthday... he is now 2 years old haha... melo happy birthday k hahaha... i love you my bao bei

love love love

2007-08-28T20:30:00.000+08:00

ok suddenly feel very sad after reading ivan blog. his blog suddenly makes me wonder whats love. ppl always say love is a very unique and special feeling generate between 2 people... usually between a guy and girl... (but also got homosexual and bisexual). but after reading ivan blog i have a different opinion for love... love can be really tiring and it sometime can be so hurting till u feel like dying... if you break up with the other party it will be even more hurtful...

love indeed is something very complicated... when u dun have it, u will desire for one... then when u got it, u will enjoy it initially and start to get bored as time goes-by... and eventually one or even both party will get hurt after they break up... for my age it is really hard for them to get marry la (rare case)...

anyway i really hope to see the bright smile ivan own again...

thanks everyone

2007-08-05T22:01:00.000+08:00

i scream n scream but i'm still alive and kicking loleeeee she wanna lc with me lol
fish & co haha fun fun fun...
anica sorry for the lousy ending haha but my back really cannot take it le lol
haha 80 tai swee swee haha... sally i'm still waiting for u to break my record haha

thanks all my frenz here haha. short to tall lol... jui sin u damn short la lol
my 6 pair of levis lol.
thanks dad i appreciate this present lol...
last but not least a candid pic

poly frenz - liling bertina jonny huisi andrea yun yann dixie ivan + 2 uncles mr sim and jacob.

thanks you guys so so so much for coming down to my birthday celebration i really appreciate it so much thanks for all your present. mmmuuuuuuaaaaaaacccckkkkkk hahaha

sec sch frenz - amos anica andy shimin melvin yeeying bentan kian juisin booney lewis leslie

thank you guys too for sabo-ing me to stand on the chair hoh hahaha... really had a great time with u all. sorry to spoil your fun but i really have to rest my back...

people who send me your greeting - huiling eillie yunying yeeying melvin agnes andy jonny jacob mingmei biying yunyann shimin yt huisi dixie andrea liling.

thanks too for your message haha....

yummy yummy yummy haha...

2007-07-29T19:52:00.000+08:00

my sister really enjoy her food wahaha

the damn crab is so so so so so nice haha... and this cost me $77

before after wahahaha...and this is the price to pay haha... my one month pay gone liao wahahaha...

hello i'm finally back wahaha

2007-06-29T11:08:00.000+08:00

after so so so so so long i finally to satisfield u all with a wonderful entry of mine.

first i wanna say "hi i'm back"... i know a lot of ppl miss me lo. so ya cannot really find time to blog ya. being really busy with school work and stuff ya. and i could not connect to my house connection... reason (decause i dunno my own password).. i know the reason is dumb la but it's the fact la lol.

currently i'm in school leh very sian ar... it's about database it's so damn boring la and even the faci is so god damn boring haha. wah i wanna die liao...

recently there is nth much evolving around me haha... anyway tat day i played tarots cards, it's about my future. omg my future is damn bei ai la. sad all negative de leh so shitty la lol. but it's for leisure la lol.

anyway todays is ivan bday.... so happy bday ivan

emo emo emo-ing

2007-04-03T04:17:00.000+08:00

omg recently things are jus not going my way... first i'm currently sick and i'm feeling so god damn uncomfortable right now... actually i wanted to slp early de but i saw anica blog and i find her a little emo so i called her to chit chat and to share some story with her... and i conclude that life can never be control... u dun know wat might happen in the next min... so everyone pls cherish what u have now or u might regret forever... tell your parents and relative u love them before it's all too late... i know it's alway easier said then done but if you dun express yourself they will never know...

and recently i've also found out that i'm starting to get really sick and tired of being a entertainer/lamer/joker... people will never take me seriously... when i'm serious they will always think that i'm either joking or lying... i now clearly and deeply understand how all the "xie xin" feel... people will never take them seriously... really... haiz so i actually felt being a loner once in a while can be good too haha... dun worry abt me... i'll remain as postive as kayden chan chye long hahaha...

i'm selfish i wanna leave this world first before all my love one does... i cannot bear the pain to lose them,but i can't be so selfish. althought it hurts me to see all my love one past on... but it will even hurt me more if i'm the cause of their saddness... LIFE HAVE TO MOVE ON... it's not gonna stop if i'm dead, it's not gonna stop if anyone is dead... LIFE REALLY HAVE TO MOVE ON... sad also must move on... happy also must move on... so y not jus move on happily.

a person can look happy outside but really empty inside... so am i happy or i'm just empty... anyone tell me pls??? tag me to give me a ans ... last but not least... anica cheer up

i love u... i really does

good old days hahaha

2007-04-03T01:51:00.000+08:00

"jing gen jing" it's been so so so so long since i last heard this 3 words. it really brought back a lot of memory. basically "jing gen jing " is a term use in a 3 on 3 basketball match where all 6 player shoot at the 2 point line to determine which team they belong too.

i finally get a chance to play basketball today... as we have 9 ppl wanting to play basketball we played a 5 on 4 match... full court ???? no no no... 9 ppl in half a court... wtf lol... but it was still fun. it brought back alot of beautiful memory hahaha... after our 5 on 4 match we played against the team that lend us the ball... dun worry... this time it was 3 on 3 hahaha... we manage to beat the team 7-6... if we were 2 years younger i think we can finish them off easier and faster hahaha... (i know i sound a little proud) but they really is newbie ma...

after bball we went to abc market to have our so called dinner... actually more like drinking nia la.... drinking refering to soft drinks and stuff haha... we chat a lot about what happen in delta sec and bukit merah sec.... it was so so so fun la... but we all know it's not going to come back... sad but seriously life have to move on bah hahaha...

craving

2007-03-29T02:23:00.000+08:00

haha recently i'm super duper crazy about this console above... it's the ps3 haha... sosososo cool la... hope i can get myself one la... it's cool and the price also very cool la... it's about $799. hope that after a few month the price will drop then maybe i can get myself one wahahaha... or anyone wanna give me also can whahaha (fat hope) haha... so for now i need to save save save and still save wahahaha...

two days back my doggy (melo) went to the vet to get his leg treated... initially we all thought that his leg will bleed due to a hard knock against my house door. but after we came back from the vet we realise that it's due to his nails... when my family and i saw melo bleeding, we are like so sad la... even my dad almost cried... melo is not my pet or jus a normal dog to us... he is one of us, he is our family member... we love melo wahahaha...

movie time

2007-03-27T02:55:00.000+08:00

haha went to ms for movie yesterday.The Messengers, it's a very nice show ya... a lot of scary parts... should watch bah.

haha there is a lot of other movies i wanna watch too but kinda sad... very broke ar no cash how to watch ne hahaha... it's already march 27th and i'm still jobless haiz sad sad sad... getting really sick and tired of being rejected by all the job interview. i really did try my best to source for job but everyone jus blame me for not getting myself a job. i wanna work really haiz... everyone don't seems to understand and believe me so wtf la. if i really never try i deserve to be scolded but now i tried i still kana scold. sian la.... haiz anyway i will remain cheerful and optimistic haha (quoted from yun ying)

pic.... more pics coming up

2007-03-26T04:13:00.000+08:00

zoo zoo zoo...

2007-03-26T03:58:00.000+08:00

yes from my title u can know i went to the zoo again hahaha... it's so much better this time i get to see all the animal i miss during the first trip there. and it's not raining at all... seriously i love all the animal there. especially the polar bears. they are so so so so cute la lol... but they are leaving us soon.

hahaha actually u will not like me when i go to the zoo. because i won't bother about u as i'm so so so into all the animals. no choice ma, so many years then see once haha... i will be posting some pic and maybe a couple or video so stay tune hahaha...

and yes, i finally play pool le wahahaha

thoughts and feeling

2007-03-22T04:12:00.000+08:00

on sunday i went to lewis bday celebration. during the celebration i once again feel the bond between me and my sec sch frenz. i'm very happy that recently we are starting to hang around more often already (actually not very la wahaha). i really appreciate their company. it's a feeling that can never be found on other frenz. my sec sch frenz actually play a very important role in my life. ya i did let them down in the past but to err is human right haha. i regret all my past mistake. one mistake cause me to dirft so far from them haha. so i really hope this time round things will turn out better. haha

ya i wanna clarify something, actually i only guai lan with ppl that i felt that they are my close frenz. so if i ever offended anyone i'm so so sorry.

btw anica if u are reading this.... i wanna play pool la lolol

grades out

2007-03-02T04:48:00.000+08:00

surprisingly my gpa improve from 3.1 to now 3.2... so unbelivable la i skip more lesson this sem compare to the first one but my grades are better haha. i guess my ut is quite well done bah. not very happy with some of my result there is still room for improvement de... say say nia la i where got study de wahahaha...

zoo zoo and more zoo

2007-03-02T04:19:00.000+08:00

wahaha i went to the zoo on wed... it's so so so fun, it's been quite awhile since i last visited the zoo. the last time was during my pri sch time bah??? the trip to the zoo was fun despite the fact that it's raining. the rain jus keep coming n coming. so shitty, kinda spoil my mood but i still enjoy it. the rain jus added so addition fun and trouble haha.

i'm like a kid when i'm in the zoo... i keep running here and there to see animal kinda childish but it was fun haha. and i really miss the 2 huge polar bears. the name is sheba and inuka. they are so so so cute la haha. kinda sad that after sheba die singapore will not have any more polar bears. sniff sad right hahaha...

one of the lioness keep staring at me i walk where she stare where omfg la. she must be thinking "wow what a huge piece of meat walking here and there" lucky got a deep drain to keep the lioness away for us if not i sure DIE AR... haha

after the lion den we continue to walk and we went to see the crocodiles. there was this damn big cros la omg. his tail is bigger than me la. so damn big and scary la. and all the snakes are scary too. haha then we keep walking and we went to this part of the zoo where it's like a farm it's the kids area if i'm not wrong haha. the pig there is so so so stupid la, they eat anything we fed them la including tissue. so dumb haha... and the horses there is really damn smelly, the smell is unbearable.

the zoo was kinda scary due to the rain, it's so dark everywhere. so eerie. haha. and i wanna go to the zoo again before the school starts. i miss out quite a lot of animal there. this time round i must take lots and lots of pic to post up haha.

my ah ma

2007-02-27T06:22:00.000+08:00

this is how my ah ma look like...

i love my ah ma lots n lots
it's been awhile since i last kissed my ah ma

actually i'm very scare that my ah ma will leave me. my auntie told me that my ah ma is not like herself anymore. she don't behave like what she used too. they say she might leaves us any time. i love her i really do how i hope she will never (and i mean NEVER) leave us.

my ah ma is so nice. to me she is the best ah ma. she always put us as her priority. example she is always worried that we are hungry. worried that when we played we might injured ourself, worried that when we go home too late it might be dangerous. she is jus so nice.

ah ma i love u, i really really love u

finally finally finally

2007-02-27T06:06:00.000+08:00

after about 2 months, i've finally decide to blog again. okok i shall start by wishing everyone a happy chinese new year. gong xi fa cai.

the economy for my ang bao money this year is very bad. it drop about 60 precent... omg so jialat la haha... last year i reiceve about 500+++ for my ang bao. but this year is only about 200. so sad la lol. everyone around me seems to drop too. haha.

and can u believe it, i recieve two 2 dollars ang bao this year. so shitty la they drive expensive car, stay at all the landed property and wear all the damn branded stuff but they only give 2 dollars. i can't believe i've got such a stingy relative la hahaha. anyway it's the thought that counts la lol.

the lunar new year is not over yet but my money is already all gone. kinda fast but i think i did spend it wisely. i never anyhow buy stuff leh (clap for me thanks thanks). didn't really get to enjoy the money but nv, money can save or earn de ma hahaha.

year 2006

2006-12-30T01:00:00.000+08:00

2006 is coming to an end real soon. A couple of days more if I’m not wrong. This year have been a very tough year for me. i have met with a lot of trouble and problem too. i regretted a lot of stuff I did and of course from there I learn and gain more experience in life.

In 2006 i encounter a lot of problem, there was a period of time that I completely have nth in my life. I lost all my best friends, my confidence. And seriously at that point of time I really really miss all my friends. I wish we could be like the past but no, reality is cruel.

I really missed those days that I chit chat with anica almost every night. I missed those days when we play mahjong at either Melvin or anica place. I missed those days when we sit at somewhere and la kopi. I missed those days when jui sin and I when around looking for job. I really missed a lot of memory that happen in the past. But I know all these can only be kept deep down within myself now.

About a week ago I meet kian leong to get some stuff from him. We chatted for awhile and I starts to look back, from there I can really say I missed u guys lots. Everytime when I look back I regretted a lot of mistake I did. I sincerely apologize to everyone that I have hurt in 2006. there is someone that I always wanted to apologise too… jui sin I’m sorry, so sorry for that incident really. Anica find one day I’m gonna call u and chit chat hahaha…

attention to everyone

2006-11-27T23:11:00.000+08:00

i will be setting up a pushcart at national library (beside parco bugis junction) on dec 2, 3, 9 and 10. my pushcart will be selling animation product. such as deathnote naruto and bleach items. so pls come down and take a look... thanks to those who come n vist my pushcart on july. a big big thank you.

thoughts

2006-11-27T01:16:00.000+08:00

have been thinking quite a lot recently. looking back at the things i've done, i found out that life is full of twist and turn. u can never predict whats gonna happen next. i really miss lots of stuff that happen in the past.

primary school- i miss my teacher like mr tan who always cane me becoz i did sth wrong. meng chuang my best buddy back then, we always play around together. leslie chan transfer out at pri3 but also my buddy. kenneth loke the guy with the hair always standing, used to play soccer at the carpark with him too.

sec sch (delta)- the forming of B.A.D haha... bastard lee, aqua khoo and dick chan. i know it's funny but dun laugh. the 8 siao cha bo. the fu lu suo (ben tan, mel mel, kian leong ) and of course mr yew (YOU TALK). lots n lots of wonderful memory i have there. after sch all of us used to chiong to the bball court to either play bball or soccer or cards game. thats was so much fun.

sec sch (bukit merah)- got to be closer with anica, we somehow got telepathy. we really look like brother n sister lo haha. found andy this good frenz of mine, a very nice guy, can get bullied easily too haha. alex the siao kai haha very nice to be with too. in bmss especially during sec5, i have lots of gd memory. we jump around the sch like idiot. scold mr kok. go around disturbing ppl haha. so much fun.

poly- w26j is my greatest memory in rp. we la kopi, rp drift, dance, sing, joke, we all squeeze into the lift. so much fun. but recently so misunderstanding happen and we are like strangers to each other kinda sad but it's ok. we will be fine the next time we meet haha. now in w26r, it's fun too but dun really feel the bond yet, my current have lots of joker too. example like pyy(petr yong) wei quan(toni) rajiv (number 1 left back) guo wei (peepin tom). haha lots of fun la.

below is a list of ppl i would like to thanks for making up my life.

pri sch
meng chuan- my buddy
ah hoe- funny fellow
wei chuan- nice guy
leslie- long lost fren
ah long- crapper

sec sch (delta)
amos khoo- buddy (kan ni na pte ltd)
jonathan lee- outstanding dancer and a great buddy of mine
melvin- tall and nice guy
kian leong- always giving in to my nonsense
jui sin- a seriously nice guy
ah boon- some how a holy man la very nice n GUAI LAN
ben tan- funny guy but now more serious liao
anica- a great great buddy know me well
tan shi min- shy n not having enough confident but very fierce haha
jj and li yan- the greatest sidling i know haha
jia wen- pretty n nice gal haha

sec sch (bmss)
andy tan- a frenz that u can count on
alex- fun to be with and nice
kah heng- nice guy

poly
ah neo- nice and funny guy
ivan- damn damn funny guy
jonny- someone that get horny easily haha
saf- easy go lucky guy
dixie- very nice got lots of weird habit
bertina- cute la but quite guai lan haha
yun yann- blur looking but actually very smart
ah ma- nice la but abit too childish ( no offence )
wira- siao kai haha
imran- car lover
praba- calculative haha jkjk
val- cool calm independent
sorry if i miss out any name k sorry

thought n feeling

2006-11-06T23:41:00.000+08:00

wow have such a "nice" soccer game sia. this soccer game make me realise so so so many stuff sia. actually now i think frenz are important, i know but choosing the right frenz is even more important. while kicking the ball i finally understand how a ball feel, how it feel when it get kick here and there. i finally understand the feeling of not being appreciated. it feel so bad. this game is super hurting la, no one actually believe that my hand haven fully recover. let me say again NOT I DON'T WANNA BE KEEPER IS MY HAND NOT FULLY RECOVERED YET. since now i understand how a ball feel when it got kick around so maybe i should jus give up soccer. zhou hua jian

anyway thats not important anymore ya. no matter what happen i still have my papa mama jie jie and my dog haha. haha really appreciate some frenz like Andy tan, anica goh, tan shi min.

andy tan- a very nice and friendly guy, one of my buddy. currently never let me down before. andy glad to have u as a fren

anica goh- someone who have telepathy with me, we realise it abt 3 years ago. very nice to be with. but recently distance between us dirft apart. but surprisingly we still got some telepathy left haha.

last but not least

tan shi min- a girl who don'tt have lots of confident in herself. but she is very nice ok haha.

someone i want to mention, dixie i finally realise that u are nice haha.

me n my f**king temper

2006-10-19T09:25:00.000+08:00

ok i knew that i've got a damn lousy temper, my temper made me lose a lot of things in my life. i lose some frenz, i lose some laughter, i lost so wonderful memory, and i'm afraid i might lose the thing which i cherish most in this world which is you. i'm sorry for losing my temper, i'm sorry for being such an ass, i'm sorry for not controling myself.

this time round i'm not gonna find any excuse to forgive myself, i'm wrong very very wrong.
sorry

school

2006-10-05T09:27:00.000+08:00

so sian. i'm actually quite happy when i come to sch.

but one BIG SHOT spoil my f***ing day. i dun wanna say who
and to make it worse my problem for today is so hard la. talking abt theory. so idiotic can.

anyway i felt that it doesnt pay good to be nice. i talk nicely but the reply i got was so guai lan nvm i kayden chanchyelong is still a happy man. hmph wahaha

short short post

2006-10-04T15:10:00.000+08:00

haha over the previous weekend i realise a lot of thing. i'm missing her a lot. i finally realise that she is so IMPORTANT to me wahaha. i dun understand why i'm having this feeling but i jus can't help thinking abt her haiz. i don't say it out does not mean that u r not important to me.

anyway u know who u are wahahahaha

pic pic pic pic

2006-09-30T23:42:00.000+08:00

this is my new classmate billy(nickname given by me) haha
me n boon
me n mao
haha before i hanky panky with macdonald haha

me and sotong
pic pic pic time

new class new start

2006-09-30T23:27:00.000+08:00

haha finally i've seen all my 5 faci le wahaha... my enterprise faci damn chio la haha...

my class is kinda fun everyone in the class is nice. but got one guy which we call him macdonald.. tat fellow abit siao siao de la... he is kinda arrogant and weird. he think very highly of himself. i edit a picture for him wahaha
see so nice right... seriously he made me hate macdonald la... see macdonald will think of him haha omgla haha. anyway i like my class but of course i still prefer w26j la... it will never be replace lo haha

happy teacher's day

2006-09-01T02:37:00.000+08:00

first of all happy teacher's day to all my primary school, secondary school and poly teachers. without u there wun be me hahaha...

ok i went back to bmss to celebrate teacher's day with my teachers but very sadly my fav teacher mrs lim is sick sniff so sad... miss all my teacher in both delta sec n bukit merah sec. they were all nice teacher... one thing i would like to mention is i did not see mr kok(dunno spell correct ma) today haha.

it's been raining for the whole day le. ya true it's very cooling n nice but it's so damn bu fang bian to go out la haha... even cab also hard to get ar... once it rain cab is damn hard to get de lo...

some pic we took during the KTV-ING

2006-08-30T04:04:00.000+08:00

shi min must really really take care of yourself hoh haiyo 2 month is not very short hoh... haiyo anything can contact me k haha. i rush down to find u ar haha

sad sad shi min will be away for 2 month... pls take care
hehe my flash light is too strong for her
ah boon look very bu shuang haha....
wah lao this pic like papa bring son go out la lol
dunno y this pic both of us like look so damn fake leh haha

my new best frenz

2006-08-30T03:58:00.000+08:00

know wat i just got myself a new best fren... wanna know who ????

my house toilet bowl la haiz.... i visited the toilet for at least 15 time today... now even my pi pi is in pain so jia lat can if tml still haven recover then i need to go see doc le. hehe. i should set up a tent at the tpoilet hoh haha... anyway i wanna play soccer haha.

my hand

2006-08-24T19:16:00.000+08:00

finally after one whole month with the cast on my hand it's finally gone. yes, but today i was like so lonely lo i when to sgh alone and get the cast remove poor me. and i recieve a damn sad news that i'm gonna go for a therapy to improve the flexibility of my hands eeeeeeeeeeee i dun wanna go la like so damn troublesome lo. and very waste money every therapy cost abt 30 dollars la. omg the doctor thought i very ruch ar haiyo... and i am very sad that i'm leaving w26j haiz

2006-08-24T18:52:00.000+08:00

ok now i know i very long never blog le ya... so i'm here to blog again...

yesterday was the last day os the semester and that means we are gonna change change le... no more w26j for me le... kinda sad that we are gonna be in diff class... are we gonna be as close as what we use to be. in w26j we laugh play joke and disturb each other although there are disagreement too but at the end of the day we still cherish each other right

they look gd right haha... poor valarie become there middle man haha

god damn it i'm gonna miss all of u guys....

W26J bye bye haizzzzzzz.......

ok i shall blog

2006-08-07T14:49:00.000+08:00

ok now i should start to blog again. recently lots of stuff happen to me. but there is one part i really love to mention.

all along i felt that i can really let go of some stuff but seriously i still cannot let it go even when it's like so long already. how i hope she is in my shoe and actually understand how i feel. how i hope she can see wat i see in her how i feel abt her and how badly i wan her, she is the someone that i really don't wanna let go. she have always be in me. omg haiz ok i shall end my entry here bb

pic cool cool de

2006-07-30T22:20:00.000+08:00

ok i know u all miss me right haha so now let me show u guy my pic i know very nice.

today at home

2006-07-11T21:44:00.000+08:00

first of all, happy birthday to li ling aka orochimaru. hope u have a very gd luck for this follow year ahead. today never go sch lol so gd no need to do rj lol... sch life is getting more n more sian...

recently i starts to think... who am i and wat am i to the people around me. and i tends to feel that the distance between us have dirft further n further away. izzit because we lead our own life now or izzit that i think too much. seriously i still cherish u but i dunno how can i express myself to u. i'm not someone that cannot express myself very well de. i even sometime say the wrong time at the wrong time too, but to err is human right. hope u wun blame me ya. haiz anyway kinda glad that i still have my family who is always behind me.

picture time lol

2006-07-06T09:15:00.000+08:00

this is me i look better than stamford raffle lo lol
i like dixie in this hairstyle
hehe act handsome. he is only 5 my nephew
haha she look blur but still very very cute lo. my niece
joey haha another niece of mine

wah lao so ke ai la lol.

oh my god

2006-07-06T08:59:00.000+08:00

world cup final soon. i don't like france team la. they beat spain, brazil and portugal. they beat all my fav team omg. therefore i'm supporting italy wahaha. go go go italy lol... kinda sad that germany lost during the semi-final ya. they were the host country but they eventually did not make it far.

recently i'm so damn busy with a lot of stuff, morning need to go sch till abt evening. then go home need to do homework. i completely have no time for myself la haiyo. i don't even have time for my frenz lo haiyo. hahaha everyone is also busy la lol. i wanna meet out with my frenz sometime lol...

last but not least i've got a date with agnes er wahahaha, she is going on a date with me wahaha so weird combination lo lol

take a look

2006-07-06T08:52:00.000+08:00

ladies and gentlemen, i will be setting up a push cart at national library ( beside parco bugis junction ) on 15, 16, 22 and 23 of july. please come to support me ( good frenz leh ). i will be selling heritage stuff. things like kopitian bear. all the stuff sold in my push cart is rather creative. one reminder the things is kinda expensive so BRING MORE $$$ hahaha.

world cup fever

2006-06-26T14:29:00.000+08:00

why ghana enter round of 16 wah lao damn sad la czech republic is out. haiz korea is also out omg i rather france out lo they play like dunn0 what like that damn jia lat la. see them play will wanna slp lo lol... AND I'M SUPPORTING SPAIN.

SPAIN is so damn power la espacially fernando torres lo he is young and talented lol..... really hope he go to man u hahaha like that power liao lol...

dinner then mahjong session

2006-06-14T20:27:00.000+08:00

went to amos dinner on monday ya... kinda weird ya so formal... we cannot laugh loudly scold vulgarity and stuff lol... and i wrote a comment card to comment on their enviroment and service attitude. then after the dinner we went to play pool... and i actually dun really know how to play liao so damn long never touch pool le lo haha... then amos came to join us his face was damn black la then we ask him wat happen. it was actually me that coz his face to turn black, due to my comment card his entire kitchen staff kana nag by their manager. hehe sorry wor i dun know that damn card so power de lol...

ok now go on to the mahjong session we play 2 round. first round i win 34 dollar(chips). then the second round i lost 43dollar omg damn lot la lol... dunno how i lose de also lol... then we talk alot of stuff lo. we talk alot on life, they thinks that life is fated everything happen have been plan but i dun think so leh... i rule my own life, i made my own decision. and we also talk a lot abt our own life what happen during the 18 years of our life, i draw a conclusion everyone leads their own life and everyone thinking was different. my thinking is kinda different from theirs la in short lol...

the ah mao dinner lol

2006-06-14T20:14:00.000+08:00

lol i act shyshy lol

me and shi min

ah boon wasn't aware

i wonder y kian leong smiling so happily lol
from top left corner clockwise direction... me , ahboo, anica, shi min....

secondary school bbq

2006-06-14T19:12:00.000+08:00

haha one thing i would like to mention is that my bbq with ah boon is at pit b4 and my secondary school pit is at b3 omg just side by side haha...

during the bbq rigth nth really happen la but i think that ah boon bbq is much better... the food is better, the game is better, even the weather is better.... omg haha. so long never see my secondary frenz liao. ppl like siew fong, gerald, alex. one very sad thing is alot of ppl never ton leh haiz so damn boring lo lol... in the end only got 7 ppl stay overnight.

one similarity is that for the 2 bbq everyone enjoy the game midnight killer lol...

for mr and cheng boon

2006-06-10T16:23:00.000+08:00

A very very big happy birthday to the one and only ah booooooooooooooon hahaha...

yesterday when to ah boon bbq session not bad very fun lo... our mr boon is as kl as ever lol...
haha ya one thing i wanna mention is that kian leong brother is very cute lo lol. we play midnight killer last night then my eyes damn tired lo(coz my spec is spoil). but is fun la ppl klill me i also cannot see lo lol. had a very long and nice chat with hong shan(i dunno spell correctly ma). i found something very funny abt the both of us. we are not very close with each other but we simply have the bonding there. usually we met we will definately be the one there talking with each other--- for very very long. we can talk anything under the sun lol...

anica kana ramp but dun worry la really dun have drum sound la i jk de lolololol...

world cup fever

2006-06-05T05:01:00.000+08:00

today playing soccer at 830 am hahaha siao ar hahaha... finally i can perform with my good pair of legs... soccer is fun i like hahaha.... omg world cup is jus around the corner dunno which team will win in this upcoming world cup... i support brazil... they are gonna be the sixth time world champion lo lol....

omg

2006-06-02T19:29:00.000+08:00

i am sick. didn't went to sch today. feeling so bad right now...

i am really looking forward to june 6 2006... wahahaha the omen... i wanna watch lol...

sian ar tml still have to work wanna die already... work work n work it's so damn boring lol

candid picture(visual communication)

2006-05-31T16:07:00.000+08:00

me so damn cute right lol
vic look damn funny and cute in this pic la omg
kenneth smelly la u ass lol
BERTINA lol so damn cute la lol

life

2006-05-29T23:34:00.000+08:00

recently nth happen leh so boring everyday 6 am wake up go school at 7am then study until 4 plus OH MY GOD so damn boring la lol... i wanna skip lesson also cannot leh... rp is daily grade everyday also must attend so sian

i wanna play soccer... but everyone is like so damn busy with their own work... test working studying omg our life is so sian la... miss playing soccer leh 1 whole week never touch that damn ball liao leg getting rusty liao la still dun play cannot use liao...

jus watch X-MEN 3 not that bad la but so many hero die lo abit sian la . die so many ppl i doubt there will be a X-MEN4 coming out lol...

picture picture n more picture

2006-05-29T23:04:00.000+08:00

me and bertina wow... her smile is pretty in this picture
omg look at mummy bird... she is so god damn serious abt her work(msn)lol

kenneth was dying to take this picture with me lo(i din even smile wahahaha)..... he dun wan to be left out like someone... dunno wat wi wat ra de la hehe andrea u wanna jus take from here.... btw this is damn cute hoh from my shirt leh lol

contest between me and dixie

2006-05-23T11:36:00.000+08:00

picture 1
picture 2

which picture is nicer... pls vote on my tag board... just write 1 or 2

snap shoot

2006-05-22T23:01:00.000+08:00

see i really got skill lo snap also so pretty lol
me and yun yann lol
mr sim i got your pic leh wahahaha
ah ma old liao need a lot of rest(yt)
omg see look so depress (andrea)
see wat he damn fierce(zhang chen)
omg more of miss dixie wow

one thing i dun understand is why i snap who also can but when i snap bertina is always not nice de leh haiyo

shall try harder tml haha

pls support

2006-05-21T01:01:00.000+08:00

if u dun like wira pls leave your comment on my tag board thank u... we shall share what we dun like wahahaha

DA VINCI CODE

2006-05-21T00:50:00.000+08:00

wow da vinci code is definately not a show to miss ya.... it's is so damn nice haha... i give it 9.5/10... 0.5 deducted for the cut storyline... but overall it's still so damn nice la... i watch it with andy and andre so long never see andre liao... he is still as fine as ever haha... da vinci code is nice but u must really pay attention to the show ya if not u won'tunderstand ya... this show kinda complicated la. i may watch it again to clear my blurness lol... omg i was looking through my tag then i found something!!!!! ah ma ah ma u are not PRETTY la wahahaha

HAPPY BDAY

2006-05-19T14:27:00.000+08:00

may 16- happy bday syaf
may 18 happy bday dixie
may 19 which is today - HAPPY BDAY PAPA LOL

sorry to all those who have being hurt

2006-05-19T14:12:00.000+08:00

first of all i would like to start my entry with a big SORRY to all the ppl that i have hurt unknowingly... i know that a lot of time ppl cannot really accept my joke as they were usually kinda harsh and i did use personal attack on them, but i'm really sorry ya, i mean no harm... i will try to cut down on my nasty comment ya... pls pls give me time to change...

now let me list down the name that i hurt

edwin anica kian leong ah boon shi min kenneth and my rp classmate (yt sorry abt the wira thingy)

really sorry ya
i dunn mean anything de really...
sometime u may misunderstand my joke ya sorry

and i do have nasty temper... dun touch me when i'm angry really... i will scold u de

the gay side of me

2006-05-11T09:35:00.000+08:00

look at jonathan... he seems to be enjoying leh wahahaha

this is me and ivan wow SEXY

me n my class

2006-05-11T09:22:00.000+08:00

mao u long or i long dun play play hoh wahahaha....

wow me n mummy bird le mai siao siao... wahahaha see she smile so sweetly wahahahahaha
this is all my classmate... ivan n athena not here...

my sch life

2006-05-05T22:35:00.000+08:00

omg to my surprise i actually like republic polytechnic.... although the reputation of the school is not very famous or good but i really like the enviroment.... trust me rp is going to shine one day (because i'm in rp ma wahaha)... my classmate are really fun to be with... all of them are jus like me lo got a little bit crazy de lol.... and i actually have a lesbian in class lol

hahaha okok they all not lesbian la they are jus playing a fool lol... oya before i forget these 2 are yun yan(on the left) and (dixie) on the right...

seriously i wish i was yun yan lol jkjk...

2006-05-05T22:29:00.000+08:00

ok wat can i say abt this guy... his name is cao ge (gary)... his voice is dam power he way he sings really impress me... i went o his mini concert yesterday... he was so damn power la... although he suffer from a bad cough but he still sing very well... he really deserve some credit... and all the best to him and ma yi wahaha

my rp classmate

2006-04-21T02:36:00.000+08:00

omg look at jonathan lee he is so damn funny right

dixie hahaha the one that always chim chim chim

hahaha this is team in day 1

first entry of me

2006-04-21T01:41:00.000+08:00

today is my first day blogging.... as i wanna make this entry a very memorable one... i do blog for a reason...

right now andy is beside me and he doesn't really seems to be with me... as i'm in a total lost i don't know what or how should i feel, act or response... i felt a deep sharp pain deep in me... don't ask me y cause it's not that important anymore even though it still matter to me more than anything else...

i kept asking myself that question "can i really let go and pretend that nth actually happen" NO i can't... it's not because i can't admit defeat or wat... it's just that she simply means too much to me... but looks like there is nth i can do abt it anymore... my morale n confidents drop to zero instantly...

i starts this blog with a special meaning in me... care to make a guess lol.... i'm not gonna tell u

boon actually tells me that "come on chyeong time will eventually heals everything"...and i agree but how long is it gonna take, a year or more ???? no one know.... even if time heals my wound but there wll always be that scar there for me to look at... thats memories i guess... but this memories just hurt too much, the pain is so damn unbearable. OUCH OUCH OUCH!!!!! how i hope i can just be like a gal and cry out loud but i can't. i told myself to be strong (but i'm a weakling inside)

so after reading for so long u must be thinking "so are u gonna give up" i'll leave that for u to imagine... but the ans is rather obvious ... i'm stubborn (no choice i'm a leo)... even if the result is the same i'll just keep trying n trying...

anyway help me jia you and bye bye