the thing i look for is ........... simple.

sound simple but it is never easy.

MR TAY JUI SIN msn me. i know this sound stupid. but i am super happy when i see his msg really. appreciated.

i am starting to miss a lot of things in my life
to be honest to myself
- i miss amos khoo (this fellow is a part of me)
- i miss andy tan guan yu (someone tat is always there, he is a part of me too )
- i miss mahjong session (pong, chi, hu hahaha)
- i miss melvin ben tan (all the nonsense we did)
- i miss delta
- i miss anica (how we love the same stuff)
- i miss jui sin
- i miss soccer
- i miss hanging out with frenz
- i miss all the "tons"
- i miss kian leong
- i miss my old self.

look at the loser.

i hope u are happy. really happy. as see-ing u happy really make my day.

i've fallen in. and i still can't get out of it. i just can't let go. why? why? why?

anyway when i see your smile it really make my day. believe it or not.

life have not been easy, i tired to msg u less. i tired means and way not to think of you so much. but no matter what i TIRED doing, u are still as important to me.

pls be happy.

Seeing you happy is far more satisfying then being happy myself. Pls be happy. I have not give up on you.

Today is a bad day for me. I am working over at ps m1 today. And it really pissed me off. First there is no sales, there is basically no crowd la. How am i gonna push my sales there. Shitty. And the second thing is i spend half an hour to serve a customer and i finally convince him to buy the phone. Then he finally agreed and he went over to the counter to buy, but but but the damn HTC promoter snatch my sales. Wtf i am super pissed by him. He got no professional ethic. Wtf.

Anyway thanks KUKU for coming over to pei me for dinner. Appreciated, really.

And last but not least. Zhi qiang this is for you. I don’t know if you are gonna see this, but i wanna say, don’t give up or feel lousy about your HR UT grade. You will definitely pass the next 3 UT with flying colour ok. Jia you.

i feel the distance even if u refuse to admit it...

Almost everyone around me is getting really emotional. They get really emo when they have problems. May it be relationship or daily life. Everyone is so so so sad over something. Why???

A lot of people is telling me their problem, hoping that i may have a solution for them. And some really expect me to cheer them up. But i am so sorry, i have lots of problem too. But i told myself i am not gonna let my emotional control me. Instead i shall learn to control my emotions. Life is always full of ups and downs, everyone knows that but the saddest fact is, there is basically nth we can do about it. So since we can do nth about it why not live life to the fullest.

Life haven been good to me. Everything does not seem to be going my way. It’s all too late. Everyone always look at me as an entertainer joker and even clown. But when a clown really have problem they can get really scary. No one will actually know how he feels. As he will be a very good actor in hiding all his feeling. Anyway i am not really gonna share what really happen to me here.

So i shall end my entry here... Pls be happy. And remember you are always gonna be a part of me. =)

Oya i almost forget something. ANDY enjoy your GAME.
just now when i am on my way back i almost got knock down buy a car leh. omg wah heng ar hahaha. too deep in thought liao

i told you lets be frenz but can i really do it? i am feeling blue very blue. i am gonna have monday tuesday wednesday thursday friday saturday sunday blue.

do you understand how i feel? i really hope u does.

anyway i must be happy in order for everyone around me to be happy right.